A friend has expressed exasperation with my
inability to get over my past. At least that is what I understand from an email
I got today The revelation came out of an email exchange about what I write on
this blog and how what I write can affect my relationships.
I sincerely do not want to disappoint my
friends, but neither am I interested, really, in changing my behavior (about
which I have no concern) for a friend. I like writing here. I like having a
record of my ups and downs and my activities.
I figure things out when I walk and record
my conclusions or conundrums here. This is my space. I like this medium better
than a paper diary because I can do searches on it and easily find things
whereas I was always thumbing through my index-less book diaries looking for
things kept in the past.
I will never deny my past or its impact on my psyche, but I must think carefully about what I write
here henceforth.
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