Wednesday, December 6, 2017

Merci Juliet!

I’ve been having a rough time with speech and seizures.
I wrote a post for this blog the other day that I didn’t post it. It was pretty harsh. Instead, I told Dr. S. all that I had written and that’s why she said “of course” my symptoms are worse having put myself through this big change in my life moving to Gabriola. Her comment, together with the ongoing semi-monthly treatment she’s offered me beginning in the new year, have given me a tremendous sense of relief and hope.
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Leslie gave me a gift certificate to Lee Valley for my birthday and so I bought a hammock for the backyard. I’m thrilled. I wouldn’t have thought of a hammock but I was cruising the catalogue inspired by her gift and as soon as I saw it, I thought: Yes! What an ideal asset for the summer.
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I don’t know Juliet; she lives (and blogs) in Paris. Paris! Just imagine. She wrote to me via our mutual friend, Beth, having been following my adventures on this blog.
Dear Juliet,
Bless your wonderful heart and soul for sending your thoughtful and generous note to me. Your view of my transition to Pinecone Park came (almost) on my birthday like a wonderful present. Thank you very much for your kind words (that, for the benefit of other readers, praised me for my move at this stage of my life).
This is definitely a “follow your dream” experience. But instead of “eat, love, pray,” mine’s more “feed, stroke, play;” my pets have brought such joy to Pinecone Park.
I’m part of a generation of dreamers from the front edge of the post-war Baby Boom — a huge cohort of people that has never really known adversity such as war or the depression. We turned our sights on social issues.
I think I may represent many of us who are disappointed, after all our fighting for a better world, in the way things are going with international environmental and social policies and retreated. These islands are full of disenchanted people like me fleeing chaos and cacophony for tranquil contentment.
To hear my move viewed so beautifully, to be lauded for becoming a Pinecone Parker has put a bounce —not a mince — in my step, Juliet. Thank you very, very much!
~ Chris
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Excitement is a drug. Darrell’s work changes this place for the better every day. I’ll hear today if the woodstove installation is going to delay him in the studio. If that happens, he will do the latticework — making the area beneath my deck puppy proof. Then, when the studio is done, he’ll move on to the sunroom.
We had the rainiest November on record last month. Yesterday when I felt the sun’s heat on my skin I realized how wonderfully having a sunroom will be for my mood.
It will span my south wall in which there are two sets of double doors leading outside; one set from my office, the other from the dining room. I wanted the two sets of doors replicated in the new wall until yesterday; now I don’t. Feeling that sunshine has had me re-think the design to focus on creating comfortable sitting areas instead of focusing on access/egress.
And when the sunroom is done there’ll be a big change. No more Darrell every day; no more change and a lot of solitude but wonderful new rooms in which to play.
The final outcome of my move will happen, too. My ladies will come home.











I had a Puli named Bela. He look exactly like the beauty on the
right. Bela was black, too, and the best friend imaginable.






Tuesday, December 5, 2017

A Great Day!

The sunrise on my way to Vancouver.
The mouth of the Mighty Fraser where we land.
Co-pilot (not) Chris. But I'm in her seat.

What a wonderful monster of a day I had today.
I was up early to light the fire. It cleared in the night and so the house was cold. I fed the pets, loaded up wood by the fireplace and fled at 7:30 sharp to catch the plane to Vancouver. Chalise came to sit the pets.
I got the front seat going over and had the best view of a stunning sunrise. I cabbed to the Canada Line and was able to get to Joe’s to meet Bruce for breakfast by 9:10 am. I had a couple of errands to do after that but the day was so sunny, doing them was a pleasure.
When Dr. Shoja came out to get me I was in full seizure in the lobby. I had three; one after another after another, all in a row. Dr. S. was wonderful. She said: “Of course you are worse. You’ve put yourself through an incredible change.” She also said that she’s absolutely certain I will settle down over the next few months and feel better than ever.
She’s incredibly and sincerely supportive of my move. And — bless her — I start in going every second Tuesday at 1:00 pm in January indefinitely. I am thrilled with this arrangement, the convenience of the local seaplane and the woman who sits the pets. I am set.
It was euphoric to come home to my girls and Freddie — and I was alone in the plane, again, and in the front seat.
Then I went to see Darrell’s progress in the studio. He’s really done a lot and, honestly, it was a little startling to see so much Pine. But then people don’t really look up that much and when I get things on the walls and furnish the place it won’t look so much like the interior of a cheap coffin.
Besides… when my dresses are in who’ll notice the walls?
I’ve only one more trip to Vancouver this year. Otherwise I’m home and I can blissfully putter around. I’m looking forward to installing an Arbutus tree for the cats (coming from Jay), doing more outdoor planting and tweaking things around the house. I want to acclimatize to my life so the seizures stop. I know they will.
Now: Three days of watching Darrell’s progress in the studio.


















Monday, December 4, 2017

Birthday

This stunning moss was going where Patsy and I
walked today. 
The new Pine planking is on my north studio wall.

Today was my 70th birthday. Imagine: Seventy!
I had lunch with Patsy and went for a lovely walk with Sheba along a road I’d not seen before. It was cold today, and lightly overcast but bright and lovely. My best present was seeing the work Darrell did today in the studio. I love the Pine tongue-and-groove planks. I’ve been fondling the walls already. And we agreed today to do the floor in another colour.
How, other than by having lunch with Patsy, did I celebrate my birthday? I dug out my fire pit. (It’s useless because during the months you might want to use it there’s always a ban on campfires.) And I bought myself two planters into which to plant my hardy Gardenias.
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This morning I replied to my friends John and Bunny, where I always go for Christmas, and said I was regrettably not coming. I also declined an invitation to attend a memorial service for a cousin.  Think of me as a Norse God: Chris the Decliner.
It’s part of my continuing adaptation to life with C-PTSD. I’ve faced the facts: Although I can’t speak except with friends, it’s only when I’m with friends that I have seizures. (I had two with Dwight.) It’s quite a conundrum. The compromise is to primarily see people here.
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I have a high-arching lamp coming that I can put behind my chaise or my plush chair for reading and when it comes my project will be to get comfortable during the holidays with my pile of unread New Yorkers.
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Today was about rest. Tomorrow I’m going to Vancouver.
And speaking of rest: Ethel is looking very good today. I saw her and Freddy curled up together napping this afternoon, too. That was heartening because they’ve not been getting along since her surgery. She must have had to be tough to get him to leave her in peace when she came home from the surgery and so he became nervous and distrustful. But now, tranquility is restored in our family.
They and Sheba bring unparalleled joy into my life. Happy birthday to me.