“Hear no evil;
speak no evil, and you’ll never be invited to a party.”
~ Oscar Wilde
I’ve had a nice
Sunday morning so far. Sheba and I have had two walks and now she’s assumed her
“default” position: She sits just inside the gate and protects us, barking at
every activity on the street. But the morning, walking with her and playing with
the cats, was divine.
It was nice not
to feel the pressure I put on myself to “keep going;” to “move forward.” But
after the incredible accomplishments of yesterday, today is a joy. I’m happily
adrift today.
This stack is in the porch. |
This stack is just outside the porch door. Most of the cord is in the woodshed. |
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Saturday I woke
to stack wood and move soil — manly work, right up my ally! Not. I ooze
rugged masculinity; I make women swoon (don’t you love that word?) when I go
into the village in my manly red Fiat convertible — or so I imagine as I fill
the wheelbarrow yet again with wood or soil. (There are few men here who
swoon.)
I’m full of
myself because not only did I stack a cord of wood, I also moved three tons of
topsoil. I’ll say that again in case you didn’t take that in: I moved three tons of topsoil — and without pie,
Goddamn it.
Three tons! Are
you impressed? No? Well consider this: I shoveled those three tons into a
wheelbarrow and then shoveled them out again and into the planters or onto the
garden. That’s six bloody tons of dirt I
shoveled! Now are you impressed? I am.
I took a “zen”
approach: It had to be done and I had to do it. I put my speaker outside and
listened to Chor Leoni while I worked.
I committed myself to doing the wood stacking; it had to be done. But I thought
I’d leave the dirt moving until today. But when I came in after my (first) hot
tub I realized the garden “had” to be done.
The garden is
what you see out the largest window in my living room. It’s unfenced so it has
to be a deer-proof garden. It’ll take years to look good but it’s underway and
I’m really happy to have a feature in the front yard. This place is all about
the back.
At seven, this
zombie took Sheba for a walk. A very gentle rain was falling and it felt good.
But I had one more thing to do: I needed to adapt, upholster and secure an
ironing board that will work for some repairs I want to do on a dress. I’d been
putting it off forever, but last night I got it all done.
After writing a
nineteen-page document for the Arts Council on Friday and then stacking the
wood and shoveling the soil all day yesterday, I’m ready for a very gentle
Sabbath today.
That dark scar is my new garden. To make a garden here, you dump soil on the sandstone rock that makes up the whole island. |
I finally saw a
humming bird. It was feeding on my Azalea. It had a bright red head and green
body and it inspired me to clean and relocate my hummingbird feeder. I just
love watching them.
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When the “big
things” (like stacking the wood and moving the soil) are done I really enjoy
attending to the “little” issues needing doing; replacing a missing screw,
tightening a door handle, culling old food from the fridge, replacing burned
out lights… things like that. That’s what I’m doing today — that and getting “radio
play” tickets for Beth and me. She’s here during the workshop festival.
On the way
home, I’ll pick up some deer-proof shrubs for the new front garden.
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